
I’m delighted to hear Mother Teresa will be canonized a
saint this year. Her love and care for the dying has long impressed many with her
holiness. But after hearing of her dark
periods when she felt abandoned by God and even doubted the existence of God, I
think her saintliness is even more noteworthy. To dedicate her life to the
destitute of India for over 50 years without the consolation of God’s presence
is remarkable. Her acceptance of each person, no matter how dirty or diseased they were, as
the embodiment of Christ inspired even the most hardened heart. And her
devotion to prayer through years of depression and doubt endears her to me even more. The ordinary person would abandon good works
and prayer and indulge in self-pity or
resentment if there were no consolation. Most of us think that when we
do good, God will reward us with feeling good. Yet she plodded on with her
exemplary life without the assurance that she was blessed in any special way.
Few people knew of her darkness and some thought it meant she could not be
considered a saint. However, those who were privileged to know her interior life,
realized what a courageous, holy woman she was. I got to hear her speak
once and she was so humble and so real I knew I was in the presence of
greatness. Mother Teresa, pray for us.
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